My Testimony

John 14:6  Jesus said to him, "I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father but through Me.

On July 23, 2003 5:30 AM I became a born again Christian.  I was not even looking for Christ, yet though His grace I found him.  My past would haunt me and I believed that I could never be accepted.   For years up until this point, actually my whole life I despised Christianity and Jesus Christ.  Much to my shame.

So that morning believing my marriage was over I got on my knees and asked “God please forgive me.  Oh yeah Jesus if you are real please forgive me too.  And by the way I need a sign.”  Within a few hours I got my sign, which I initially thought was a bad omen.  Then I realized it was the sign I asked for.  Then I realized Jesus Christ is real.  I did not stop crying for months.

What was so amazing on that day my past was wiped completely clean that I had no memories.  I was brand new.  I had victory in Christ. 

Now I must go back to 1998.  Where a question was asked of me; “Would you give everything up for God?”  Would you?  I answered Yes and for the next five years God was proving to me supernaturally who He is.   He realized that I was such a hard head that he needed to.  Finally when I asked for forgiveness, even though I was still stubborn asking for a sign, it would not take long for me to realize the truth about Jesus.

Over the next couple months I asked for more clarity, which the Lord gave me.  At that time I did not realize I am cyclothymic . “ The essential features of Cyclothymic Disorder is a chronic, fluctuating mood disturbance involving numerous periods of hypomanic symptoms. and numerous periods of depressive symptoms..”.  I now count my condition as a blessing.

So the long story short is that Jesus Christ saved me, my marriage and has provided an abundance of grace for you and me.  Everything and anything can be forgiven through Christ.  If you are reading this, you have been lead here; you may wish to consider this a sign.  If you wish please contact me skenny2034@aol.com.

For the critics of my testimony, there is nothing you can say that I haven’t said in my previous life.  Much to my shame.  I still sin intentionally and un-intentionally.  I find myself judging when I wish I would not.  I know how great my sin is, so who am I to say anything. 

Before I was saved my sin was great and didn’t bother me.  Now if I sin, even the slightest it bothers me.  The works, good deeds, I did before I was saved was enough.  Now I can never do enough.

Php 3:7 -

But whatever things were gain to me, those things I have counted as loss for the sake of Christ.

Contact - skenny2034@aol.com

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